After my mother passed away in June 2019, I found that I didn't have many photos of her, most of what I found in my archives were blurry, deteriorated or grainy photos. There almost seems to be a connection to reality, the body disappears and so does the face. Everything about that person is gone and all that is left is an out of focus, indecisive image that refers back to reality, the clear sign of disappearance and deterioration in the mind.